So I guess I'm back to the old life I missed. Officially.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. Hopefully. But I'm still taking it slow. I have plans for the future, but for now, I want to take it slow and not pressure myself to do something. I'm slowly revisiting the old stuff I usually do to relax. Right now as I'm typing this blog, I searched an Indie Rock Playlist on Youtube and is playing it right now. I missed doing this. It brings back memories of hours staying in front of our trusty old desktop. It's also a beautiful day outside. Clear skies and that beautiful 4PM sunshine. And here I'am just chilling in front of my laptop, listening to good music is probably what I would call a great afternoon and it's been ages since I have done this.

Blogging would be often starting today, I guess. Since I have all the time in the world to do so and I just want to type stuff on my mech keyboard so badly. I want to start with doing some online classes soon, but not this soon. I'm still lazy.

Yesterday was just a normal day. As if it's not the last day of my corporate life. It just feels like any other day at work. Nothing special happened. No crying. I dunno. I just feel nothing. Not sadness, not happiness. I must have detached myself for so long from my workmates and just hated being there, I end up not feeling anything about leaving. I felt a bit sad about the usual crap like not feeling important on my last day and shit. But I eventually moved on after crying by myself a bit. After that I'm okay.

For now, I just want to take things slow. Maybe give myself time to think on what I should prioritize first. And just enjoy this freedom for a while. Maybe watch some Netflix, sleep a lot, listen to some music, type non sense blogs like this, journal and just be creative again. I missed being artsy fartsy.

Good thing I got my Christmas Bonus yesterday. My last. Boohoo. I paid off some of my remaining debts, gave my parents their Christmas Bonus from me. I even transferred some of it on my savings account. And I promised myself I would save it and just use it when really necessary.

But being a person who rarely gets gifted on Christmas or on her birthday, I'm thinking of buying myself a Christmas/Resignation gift which is an iPad Air 3. Not gonna use it for any particular thing. Just because I wanna treat myself that's all. Hopefully I can stop myself from this unreasonable spending. Ugh. 

Okay, enough of my random ramble. Toodles.

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