I know you've been reading this 'private' journal for sometime now. You're the biggest snoop that I ever knew. Meddling with my private thoughts and trying to use them against me. It's sickening. You always ruin everything for me. You always give me a hard time. I know you care, but I cant feel it. The way you show your care for me always gives out a negative reaction. I try to understand you, but I couldn't. The way you judge my friends really hurts me. I know they're not perfect, but so are your friends. At least I have a couple of them who really cares for me. They are really important to me, that's why I cry sometimes when I lost touch of them. They're important to me that's why I accept them no matter how bad they do in life. It's really mean to say that are my friends are 'pakawala' and BI because they got themselves pregnant or had a relationship with a married man. That's not how I judge people. You're just too shallow.

I still love you because you are my sister.
But it's still easy for me to hate you.

Labels: emoshit, family