simple things bother me quickly... simple problems turn me into spaced out mode, making me look like a total freak as I stare into nothingness with this weird expression on my face... when actually, Im not really thinking about anything... when i'm having those moments, my mind seems to stop processing...

just...
-blank-

and i hate it...

cuz my mind gets tired easily when i have some stuff to deal with on my own...as if i want someone to think for me...weird ayt? welcome to my world!

recent events just made me act like that again... i became totally bummed, confused, whiny, problematic, pessimistic and quite annoying all at the same time. all because my brain couldn't analyze the sitiuation without anyone's help... i have to complain and whine first, be scolded or cursed at the second, then finally, i will get the picture and the solution that i needed... i solve problems the hard way, i think...

but maybe, i just needed other people's opinion first before i decide for myself...specially those people who i trust to give me the right answers. cuz hearing what they have to say makes me think straight and make me realize that what i'm about to do would either make things better or worst...it makes me feel more calm...yet sometimes, hearing what they have to say makes me feel much worst and more down. i would sometimes hear them say i should grow up and think on my own...blah blah blah...yakkity yakkity yak...don't be so childish...yada yada yada...nag nag nag....*sigh*

well, some people comfort others that way...at least they think they did...

whatever.....

RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE, In their Birth Suits!

Cool...Luv Yah Tom Morello!